小时候总想着快点长大，争取自己独立自由的生活。
现在长大了，才发现所谓独立自由的生活，也不过如此。世上根本没有绝对的独立自由，再怎么不断的提醒自己不要在乎别人的看法， 总还是会听到各种各样人的话在耳边进进出出。活在社会上，我还没修炼到那么高的境界，能用出世的心态入世。
如果可以像孩子一样，不用考虑这顾及那，那要有多完美啊。
认识的人越多，对周围所有一切越失望。
BA沦陷团欢迎新成员，JH同学。
一个月前JH发短信说被Suede的beautiful ones秒杀，我还很得意的改了下QQ签名欢迎她。哈哈。
想起当时被suede的beautiful ones秒杀，激动的跟狒狒讨论suede，聊了好一段日子。
历史又在重演，而且还都是从beautiful ones开始，这首歌的魅力果然非同凡响。
MV里的BA，黑色的衬衣，耳洞，短发，消瘦的身形，举手投足间清秀，俊朗，又迷人。
现在快一年过去了，再看多少遍，还是同样的惊艳。
stay together,animal nitrate,we are the pigs,the wild ones,so young,everything will flow,sadie,把这些常听的歌又炒剩饭的重听了几遍，哎。
For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin , real life. But, there was always some obsacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinnished business, time still to be served or a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you share it with someone special, someone special enough to spend your time with. Make the most of your time.
Don’t waste too much of your time studying, working, or stressing about something that seems important. Do what you want to do to be happy but also do what you can to make the people you care about happy. Remember that time waits for no one. So stop waiting until you take your last test, until you finnish school, until you go back to school, until you have the perfect body, the perfect car, or whatever other perfect thing you desire.
Stop waiting until the weekend, when you can party or let loose, until summer, spring, fall or winter, until you find the right person and get married, until you die, until your born again, to decide that there is no better time than right now to be happy.
Happiness is a journey, not a destination.
So work like you don’t need the money,
Love like you have never been hurt, and dance like no one’s watching.
因为《孔子》的主题曲《幽兰操》，看了一些菲迷八的王菲唱过的影视作品歌曲，终于想起来去听一直念叨着要听的《英雄》。
电影《英雄》是哪一年的早就不记得了，当时是买的DVD回家跟弟弟妹妹一起看的，那时候不迷王菲不听王菲的歌不看八卦新闻，导致多年后才知道王菲唱了那电影的主题曲。
今天认认真真单曲循环了这首歌，就当是听新歌了，听到典型的王菲式鼻音唱腔以及颓靡的歌词，仿佛熟悉的感觉又回来了。乏味的生活需要歌声来调剂，可是听王菲的歌只会更加颓废，那些歌词无一不诉说着人生本质的孤独世态的炎凉和虚弱的爱情。
人活着到底有什么意思，我真的是活腻了，胡思乱想。
我的祖国已经越来越显现出浮躁，狂热，悲哀，迷茫的气息。
社会在财富的迅速积累下，糜烂与堕落，国富民衰的迹象越来越明显，各级政府处处想着与民争利，社会两极分化异常严重。
富人们肆无忌惮的忘乎所以，穷人们走投无路般的苟延残喘，青年人的思想在社会的约束中扼杀，中年人的幸福被居高不下的房价击碎，老年人的健康被日益污染的环境毁灭。
学术界一潭死水，文化界死水一潭，政治界腐败堕落，娱乐界本着娱乐至死的精神，麻痹所有还有一丝想要抗争与改变的人们，所有中国人都在争骗抢夺，生怕自己被别人挤下去。
高油价，高房价，与民争利的地方政府绑架了整个中国的向前发展，弱小的人民只有在网上穿着马甲，搞笑娱乐，无奈自嘲，解构雷人。
这便是如今国家最大的可悲。看似表面的欢声笑语一团和气掩盖着深深的悲哀。看似繁荣向上的祖国，却处处充满了不可预测的危机。
